all grown up

am i ever going to feel like that again. was it even real .

i can change it

ok. so find me so we can do that.

I could drive all day and all night thinking about all of you but I just dont care anymore .

your only 19 for gods sake you don't need a boyfriend.

the two new additions to my family have made everything more bearable.
i loved everyone coming down for my birthday .
i loved that night and all those involved.
We're all shallow and materialistic. until things that actually matter happen.
I don't want to take everything for granted but I do .
my wee's going purple coz ive been eating alot of beetroot.
oopsey.
chow.
x

Love.

what is this coined term people use constantly. because i don't know what it means. maybe thats my problem. is love perfection? can't be, nothing is perfect. do i only 'love' what i can't have. or is it that i deem to be so independent i do not want to share my whole self with another.

Id do anything.

please.

love.lost.

most people just want to fall in love.












this is true, but maybe that means a job, a hobbie, a lifestyle , a material , an idea that becomes real.
You may love something or someone but not to be in love with it , your lost , searching .

physical loves a charm. also a curse .

michael gough

stinkkkkkkkkkkks

Balaclava

I'm going to have to wear one on holiday as i like having a tanned body but not face. ingenious.
and people wont have to endure my face after i come out the sea. perfecto.
;)
Becca

icecream

this month ive realised how quickly things can change , from a year a month a day a second. people , places , opinions.
i enjoy frequent change , without it life would be boring right .
i enjoy seeing how other people are changed by the people who enter there lives, and seeing how ive changed, i appreciate the cuteness in things alot more. i worry less about how i come across because i know he loves the real me and so do they.
the irony of it all ,told that i would get hurt , when ultimately ive never felt like this for this long :), even if i may question myself too much . i question life to much in general really.

you judge me for judging you. okay world . Do you know that for certain? arent you being hypocritical.



sorry. i do try. but it dosent seem to make a difference .
i like to think im grown up , lies! I carry a toy around with me and ..
i fell out of a taxi. i hate cameras.

forgive and forget .
:)
becca

.

dreams

aerosol cheese!

it was on goofy movie.

Fantasies

sick muse.

just live it out or grow up and blow away .
we're working for the police or the pirates.

im sorry i always steal stuff you show me .

"If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.
If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain.
If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.
I'm the lady you've looked for, write to me, and escape."

weekend

as a whole i rather like goughs' :).

THE DFC

Go to a party
Get drunk
talk about sex
do some dutty dancing
stagger home in heels


have some LOLS

everythings so safe

we <3 quids.

i only ever want to be what im not

firstly id like to apologise , i know you overheard me saying some shit the other day and thats why you were being mardy but you misinterrpretted what i said . i didnt mean that i wanted to change you or replace you even , i just meant that it would be nice to have another preferably a girly one with a basket that i can peddle around on in a dress around knightsbridge and chelsea. you still my speed machine. i dont know what id do without you ok , so you can stop stopping me getting into 3rd gear ok.


second hi izzeh , she likes checking my rarely updated blog. ;) im one of her biggest fans. we were gonna go for two for one at the bradgate but it was complete balls as the meals were like egg and ham , ploughmans , or sick on a plate. so we left.

i feel in limbo a little, nothing to focus on at the moment , i survice this by drinking , oopsey

wouldnt mind being lady gaga.
minus the blonde though.


ive been rather lucky of recent waking up to a gorgeous girl called abbie most nights.

other than that LIFES SHIT. not really. i hate pessimism.
you know what is shit though. the bradgate 2 for 10 pounds deal.

its nice to see some people moving past and forward , its been a reflective month , change of scenery would be nice though,


ive given up sweets , this is as likely as not drinking all summer.
or his fitness campaign ;)

holidays booked. with two of the best/worst girls ever. going to be forever good .


feel like going backpacking anyone wanna come with?
,
oh and my boyfriend told me today, he never knows how much head to give.


love.
the ugly fox
x

can't get away from the paparazzi

please
y'all.

end of an era.

celebrated by supping on vk tropical.
its the only way ,
right?

mango or passion?

My one regret is not being able to buy sugar free rubicon from the bus station everyday anymore.

Bald enjoys the dance.
I stole it .